Friday, November 12, 2010

Starbucks, God and My Disbelief

I have been spending alot of time in Starbucks these days due,
to people that believe it is all about God's time. These people
that claim to be Christain's, Catholic's, Muslim's and others use
God for their time.

I have studied many religions, been to many church and have
absolutely come to the conclusion I do NOT believe and will
NEVER believe in any God. As I sit in Starbucks and listen to
people talk about God I am just laughing my a** off.

I will never in my life step into a church, unless it is for a friends
wedding, which I have no friends because they all think God is
entitled to let men destroy me. God are you kidding me people.
Stop using God for your ways and start being accountable.

Another thing I hear all these Godly people say we have choices.
To a certain extent. There are many outside forces that effect
our lives. We do have the choice of attitude of how we let our
emotions affect us. But that might be about it.

People are cruel and create alot of harm in other peoples lives
in the name of GOD. Then want to tell their stories and force
people to believe their ways of doing things. God is a JOKE and
I will Never be apart of any religion ever again.

All these people telling me how bad my President is when they
have let a man f*** the living hell out of my life because he
blatantly lied to me and was not in a stage of his life ready to
make a commitment.

All these Godly people that think I should tolerate abuse more
because this is all about GOD. No people this is not about God
this is about mean, cruel, lying dirt bags that have no idea how
to treat people. It is all about their way and their time.

God is a fallacy and I am over any belief in God or any religion.
I have missed out on my mom's life, my grandpa's life and my
niece and nephew's life because of God's plan. God's plan of
destroying my life to teach me a lesson. BullS***!

I have a man that has people come into my life and ask me
where I live and they know exactly where. Then they have the
audacity to ask me about my mom and I tell them she passed
away 2 months ago and they know that.

But they then proceed to ask me did she leave you anything?
Fuc*** up people. Truly sick and demented human beings. I
never wanted anything from my mom except her love. I missed
out on helping her in her last days. Because of God!

Get out of my life you rich mean man. Do not ever return and
take all your money and stick it up your butt and never return.
You belong in jail.